reality

Are all these days following... to be sad.
these days ahead, to remain in deep somber.
 A void created, by this mystery,  life
 and life, always thought.. it is for living...now i see, it is also... dieing,
and only once you have walked though that door, do you actually know,
 what i am saying, to be true.
this sad reality, how i loathe my reality, how i detest my sadness, my depth
of loss.
this void is eternal, never again will i be able to say, i love you Mom, i will never again
be able to hug you, never again, to talk to you, about life and how it is.
all gone..only a memory..this sadness lingers, from here to the next, and on
i miss my Mom.

blog....

This is my first ever blog post! Keep watching for new posts!
blog???
what is a blog? to be a blog. i wanna be a blogger....
silly word.. but yet with so much worth....