Motivate?
Motivation...the word makes me shudder, so now i must be excited,  jump around
like a crazy bunny?
Motivation, i am trying to escape from it... yet yes, lovely to be motivated, lovely to have that spring, in ones step, with the mind beginning to plant the seeds, of hope.
so where am i?
Happy in my sadness, happy in my longing for better days.
stuck in the middle of my life, yes some days i hate the sadness that lingers inside.

 yet it forces me to focus in, better, focus in more.
The mind, this wonderful gift, we have all been given, tiers of constantly been in a sad place.
so, i walk outside and simply, BREATH.
This simple task reminds one, oh yes, i am still alive, and my eyes would fall upon a the miracle of design, of a flower.
i  think to myself, here i am in this sad sorry day, yet life continues.
birds fly by, in search of what ever they in search of.
i am ALIVE, i am able, this physical body , my movement in most directions.
i think of people who have lost movement, stuck in a motionless body...
Yes breath again, i am thankful.
Just the act of writing this message, nudges me to, more.
No, i do not have to jump around like a bunny, i can quietly resume my life with a
little more to be thankful for and just continue from there..... Thanks